| Location | Corby,northants |
| Age | 1 year, 9 months |
| Cause of Death | Genetic Condition |
| Date of Birth | 17/05/2006 |
| Date of Death | 04/03/2008 |
| Visitors | 11,250 since 12/03/2008 |
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For those leaving messages , photos and candles thank u so much i apologise for not returnin , Im
struggling at the minute emotionally and find it difficult being on here. Sending you all my love
Kat xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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To all our gts friends , Many thanks for everything all your messages . letters and cards . I may
not be around for a while as im having my puter fixed so i apologise for no candle etc . Love to you
all.
Mummys always thinking of u moomin pants and i no deep down daddy misses u more than anything not
that he tells any of us but im sure he tell u , every time he visits u . You will forever be his
special little girl .
Thank you to everyone who has supported us through this tough time , for leaving messages, lighting
candles.
Macy mae Baker was Born on the 17th May 2006 to us her family Our 4th Daughter right from the
beginning we new something was the matter with her and she was diagnosied with Full trisomy 13 and
given just days to live. She has 3 Sisters Laura 10. Chloe 6 And jazmyn 4 they all love her so so
much.
In September 2005 I found out I was pregnant with my fourth child. My pregnancy was quite straight
forward except for SPD. My Routine blood tests were all normal and at my 20 week Scan we found out
we were expecting our fourth daughter. We were so happy as everything was fine. At 34 weeks
something was different - I took a trip to the labour ward and they confirmed my water had broken so
i needed to stay in hospital. The scan also revealed my baby girl wasn't growing so they gave me a
hormone drip to start my labour. Just six hours later Macy Mae Baker was born weighing 5lb 4 so not
so tiny after all, due to her being six weeks early the SCBU (Special Care Baby Unit) doctor was in
the delivery Room with us. They said everything was fine and just wanted to give her a little extra
oxygen as she was early. I had a shower and was ready to see my daughter. We were told we needed to
see a baby doctor before we could visit. I knew straight away there was something up, a problem then
my world fell apart.
I can not explain how i felt. We were told that Macy had the features of a baby with a chromosone
illness called Trisomy-13-Patous Syndrome. We were then told if it was Patous she wouldnt make it
through the night. The 17th May 2006 was a day i could never forget. It should have been a joy but
no. I couldnt take it all in it was like i was in a dream. I did drift of to sleep and at 1am three
hours after her birth I was told by a midwife she had got worse and i should go and be with her. She
had began to struggle to breathe so they put her on a machine called CPAP that helped her. She was
hooked up to machines and they were peeping all the time it was scary, I couldnt take it in that she
would lose her fight at any time. I sat with her until morning and she pulled through. We sat with
her day and night it was hard spending 24/7 in there. Two days later the tests were back and
confirmed It was Patous syndrome and it then hit me. My baby was going to die. Myself and my husband
James had to decide if we wanted to let her die or fight for her. Well the decision wasn't ours to
make - Macy actually made it herself. She just kept proving them wrong.
Within the thirteen days in the SCBU they confirmed she was deaf, blind, had kidney problems and a
brain abnormailty plus a serious Heart defect. She also required oxygen 24 hours a day. We were
given the chance to take Macy home to die at 13 days old. So on Tuesday the 30th May at 11am we left
in a ambulance to take her home. The equipment was in the house ready for us we just waited for that
day to come. Weeks turned into months and we started to enjoy having her around even though it was
different. We celebrated her first christmas, her first smile, the first time she held her head up
then her 1st birthday - something we never thought we would see. Then on September 6th we had to
make another hard decision regarding an operation that would help with her feeding. We decided to go
for it and were told to expect complications and even death. Well one hour later they brought her
back to the ward and was released the next morning, once again proving the doctors wrong.
Im so proud of her. Macy enjoyed her second christmas and we planned her second birthday. We decided
a big party was in order. After being taken into hospital in Febuaury for a chest infection Macy was
released as it had cleared up. The next five days she was happy in herself, even went to nursery
that she loved, she loved spending time with her nurse Claire.
On the monday the day after Mothers Day she began to breathe funny so i called the out of hours
doctors who told me to call an ambulance. A chest infection is what i thought - a couple more days
in the childrens ward. I was so so wrong. Within 15 minutes of getting to hospital i was told she
was in renal failure and she wouldnt be getting better. I had to make the choice of whether to move
her to Leicester hospital and have her ventilated or leave her at Kettering and let her die. It was
so hard but we decided if it was her time then we would let her go. Deep in my mind i kept thinking
"they're wrong again - she'll be home soon". Well 12am they moved her to the ward my hubby, mum and
me sat with her until she dozed of into her sleep. I decided to go home get some food and change of
clothes. This was 1.15 in the morning. I rang the hospital at 2.30 and Macy was fine. Ten minutes
later the nurse rang me, it was the call I'd dreaded all her life - just 22 short months - it was
the call that broke my heart - the call to say she had stopped breathing. I got to the hospital at
2.42, the doctors were all crying, the nurses were and my hubby was sobbing. That day would be the
worst day of my life. Macy died at 2.40 am on the 4th march 2008 at Kettering general hospital. She
was laid to rest at Kettering cemetery on the 12th March. She rode in style in a carriage pulled by
2 horses in a little pink coffin.
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Macy meant the world to alot of people not just us everyone infect from people that passed in the
street to nurses that carered for her. She was a proper little princess.
M....Mummys little Miracle
A....Amazing fighter
C....Couragous
Y....Your our special Little Girl
M....Marvelous Angel
A....Always In Daddys Heart
E....Emotional times
B....Bravest Little princess
A....Angel in heaven
K....Knowing your watching over us
E....Everyone loves you loads
R....Remembering you forever
Im so proud to have you as my daughter i miss you so so much
xxxxxx
I'm sending a dove to heaven
with a parcel on its wings
be careful when you open it
its full of beautiful things
inside are a million kisses
wrapped in a million hugs
to say how much you mean to me
and send you all my love
Love Always ~~ Jane...x♥x
heyyahhh babe hope you okaii
Hiyahh ma beuty babey how are you hope you are okaii, Miss yooh soo much x..A candel lit is a sign of love a kiss is a sign of gold but nothing can replace you even know you are not here, i love you macy and allways have even know i havent been leaving you messenges, i love you allways and all ways will, you are the 1 i have allwayesd loved allways and forevea x luvv you babe miss you xxxxxx (PS)Babe yur garden looks lovely xxxx Luvv you babe luvv from nanny&Mummy&Daddy&Chloe&Jazmyn&Laura=Who wrote i for u babe xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
lov halina xx
You magnify my happiness
When I am feeling glad;
You help to heal my injured heart
Whenever I am sad.
You’re such a pleasure in my life;
I hope that you can see
How meaningful your friendship is
Thank you, friend, for all the things
That mean so much to me--
For concern and understanding
You give abundantly.
Thanks for listening with your heart;
For cheering me when I'm blue;
For bringing out the best in me;
And just for being you.
For looking past my flaws and faults;
For all the time you spend;
For all the kind things that you do,
Thank you; thank you, friend.
Someone to lean on when problems appear,
Someone on whom you’d depend,
Someone who’ll lift you when you’re down in the dumps,
That someone is truly a friend.
That’s how I feel about you my dear friend;
You’re so special just as you are
When troubles come a callin’
As those gremlins often do,
And my spirit keeps on fallin’
Till I feel low down and blue…
When I look around for comfort,
Someone quickly jumps to mind,
One who always will support me,
And whose words are always kind
"Because of you, I have laughed a little harder, cried a little less, and smiled a lot for no special reason. Because of you, I've felt the warmth of a special relationship and the gift of your love. Because of you, my world is a happier place."
"Because you are always there for me...to encourage me, to tell me that you care. Because of the way you make me feel...by knowing the right words to say, and when to say them. Because knowing you has made me a better person. Because of these reasons, and so many more, I love you, and always wil
Like a bright, sunny summer,
You are joy without end;
And I’m so very privileged
To call you my friend
Whether the day is good or bad,
Whether I feel happy or sad,
If I have a need, you’ll comprehend;
You’ll be there to share and be a friend.
It's such a pleasure and a joy
To have a friend like you.
You always care, you're always there,
You say the right things, too!
You make me smile when I am low
You're just a pure delight.
We talk a lot about everything;
You make my life so bright!
I hope that I am giving you
Some joy and happiness,
Because you mean so much to me,
More than I can say
We share so much of our lives
Our joy and also our pain.
Without you as my friend,
I just might go insane!
You know what I’m talking about;
You’ve been through big things, too.
Yet you cheer me when I’m happy,
You comfort me when I’m blue.
Your giving does not go unnoticed;
I’d be lost without you, friend.
What we have together
Everyone knows of the power of friends,
The terrific result, when everything blends.
When people have friends, they don’t stand alone;
Friends always help, when you face the unknown.
Friends give you courage to face problems untold,
So the love of a friend can help make you bold.
They can help you to live a much richer life,
So your every day living will be less filled with strife.
Then you came along and my wishes came true;
You’re a friend who I trust and I treasure.
You always give help and I know that you care;
You’re my friend and it gives me great pleasure
love always from the bottom of my heart for everything,you you do love always halina family and angels xxxx
copy right joanna fuchs friendship poems.
thank you joanna allowing me to use your beautiful poems ,they are so beautiful lov halina xx
thank you so much love halina ,angels and family x
THANK YOU SO MUCH LOOKING AFTER MY ANGELS,OVER EASTER HOLIDAYS,MY LITTLE GIRL WAS VERY ILL,DELAYED OUR TRIP FEW DAYS TOO LONDON,WE THOUGHT WAS MENINGITIS,VOMITTING,DIARREA,SLEEPING ALL TIME, ACHING ETC ,MY LOVE GOES OUT TO ALL OF YOU WITH YOUR HEARTACHE.THE LAST 10 DAYS HAVE BEEN THE HARDEST TIMES OF MY LIFE,MY WHOLE BODY FELT LIKE I WAS BE SUFFERCATED,A WEIGHT ON MY CHEST.IT WAS GRANDADS ANGEL BIRTHDAY 22 APRIL,MY BROTHER DAVID AND HIS TWIN SIS KAROLINE ANGEL BIRTHDAY 26TH APRIL,GOING TO LONDON RUSHING TO MY ANGEL GARDEN SIBLINGS IN LEYTONSTONE,SORRY LACK OF CANDLES,SOME DAYS I WAS NOT SURE IF I DID YOUR ANGELS CANDLE,ALWAYS REMEMBER,YOU AND YOUR ANGELS ARE NOW PART OF MY LIFE,YOUR LOVED AND THOUGHT ABOUT EVERYDAY,EVEN IF I AM NOT LIGHTING A CANDLE.I WILL BE BACK TO MY OLD SELF AGAIN IN FEW DAYS.BACK LIGHTING YOUR BEAUTIFUL CANDLES AGAIN,BARE WITH ME AWHILE THANK YOU,I WANT TO SAY AN EXTRA BIG THANK YOU,FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT,COMING TO MY BROTHER DAVID SIS KAROLINE AND GRANDADS BIRTHDAY,LEAVING BEAUTIFUL POEMS,PICTURES DONE WITH SO MUCH LOVE,TRIBUTES MAKING ME CRY,CANDLES,SO MUCH LOVE HAS BEEN GIVEN,AND THANK YOU FOR THE LOVELY GIFTS BOUGHT.I AM TRYING TO SAY THANK YOU TO EACH OF YOU,SORRY IF I WASNT ABLE TO GIVE A SEPERATE PARTY INVITE,GTS CLOSED FEW HRS OTHER DAY.MY ANGELS,FAMILY AND I APPRICIATE ALL YOUR LOVE AND KINDNESS,LOVE ALWAYS FOR YOU,YOUR FAMILY AND BEAUTIFUL ANGELS LOVE FOREVER HALINA XXX
A Golden Chain
Friendship is a Golden Chain,
The links are friends so dear,
And like a rare and precious jewel
It's treasured more each year...
It's clasped together firmly
With a love that's deep and true,
And it's rich with happy memories
and fond recollections, too...
Time can't destroy its beauty
For, as long as memory lives,
Years can't erase the pleasure
That the joy of friendship gives...
For friendship is a priceless gift
That can't be bought or sold,
But to have an understanding friend
Is worth far more than gold...
And the Golden Chain of Friendship
Is a strong and blessed tie
Binding kindred hearts together
As the years go passing by.
~Helen Steiner Rice LOVE HALINA xxxxx
Angel Babies - by Unknown Author
Over the rainbow, way up high,
Past fluffy white clouds the Angel babies fly.
With the sun's golden rays shining bright overhead,
Tumble and bumble they bounce out of bed.
Good morning, sun! The day has begun!
With delicate wings and sweet little faces,
They dance and they play and they race flying races.
Then, swooping and looping down through a cloud,
Or sliding and riding and singing out loud,
Wiggle and giggle, some fast and some slow,
The Angel babies fly to the earth down below.
Not everyone knows this, but truly it's true --
Little Angel babies have big jobs to do!
In gardens and meadows, they coax forth the flowers
With sunlight and love and gentle rain showers.
In fields and forests they spread soft white wings,
Sharing kindness and joy with all living things.
Small animal, babies in quiet green places
Rejoice in warm smiles from sweet Angel faces.
In backyards and baskets, on fireside rugs,
Small creatures are cuddles in soft Angel hugs.
Soon evening is bright with red-orange light,
And day slowly fades to make way for the night.
As good little children curl up in their beds,
The Angels bring sweet dreams to young sleepyheads.
Then the sound of a horn only Angels can hear
Calls out to them all,here and there, far and near.
It beckons them back from wherever they roam,
Work is done for the day! Now it's time to go home.
Blinking and winking, bright stars in the sky
Twinkle and shine as the Angels fly by -- so softly singing a sweet Lullaby.
Yawning and stretching, they climb in their beds.
Cloud blankets warm bodies, cloud pillows rest heads.
Snuggled in tight with the moon shining bright
Sleep tight, sweet dreams, good night.
Good night Macy, Angel baby,Sleep Tight xxx
Heyy my princess!!!♥♥
heyyyahhh my princess hope you r ok miss ya babe i love ya garden up the crematoriam look after the other angels and the other parts of the family please play with the angels on the swings and slides
miss ya princess xxx love laura and ya family xxx♥♥
Heyy my princess!!!♥♥
Hiya my princess hope you are ok miss you so much xxx sorry i havent been on babe i have been doing stuff for school and other stuff babe i love your garden up the cremeorieum it looks beautiful hope all ya family r looking after
God makes little children
He makes them every day
And though He loves them dearly
He gives them all away.
He gives each to an angel
And says take baby down
To such and such a mother
In such and such a town.
Or such and such a cottage
In such and such a place.
He gives the angel with it
A big soul full of grace.
God does so love those children
It's all that He can do
To let the Angel take them
But he loves the mother's too.
And so he says I'll lend you
This little one of mine
The angel folds it's love
About the special gift divine.
The angel watches over
The child both day and night
So glad to see that lovely soul
All shining in God's light
God makes so many children
And every now and then
He seems to want one specially
We don't know why or when
He whispers to its Angel
Bring the child back to me
The angel sees a lovely sight
That someday we may see
It sees the souls of mothers
And fathers in God's light
Offering him tiny children
Whose souls are shining bright
God does so love those children
Whos souls are never dim
And how he loves those parents
Who give them back to him.
~ Author unknown
thinking of u....
Gone yet not forgotten,
Although we are apart,
Your spirt lives within me,
Forever in my heart.
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